Part 1
An hour before my wedding, I stood barefoot in the bridal suite at St. Andrew's Chapel, one hand pressed against my small back and the other against my swollen belly, trying to breathe despite the sharp pain that came and went. Seven months pregnant, every movement felt heavier, slower, more fragile. My maid of honor, Emily, had gone downstairs to check the flowers, and my mother was in the reception hall making sure the place cards were in place. For the first time all morning, I was alone.
I thought I heard Ethan's voice in the hallway.
At first, I smiled. I wasn't supposed to see him before the ceremony, but he always laughed at those traditions. I figured he was nervous, maybe he wanted to talk to me for a moment, maybe he wanted to tell me I looked beautiful before everything started. I walked toward the door, ready to tease him for breaking tradition.
Then I heard another voice. A man's voice. Probably Connor's, her best man.
Ethan chuckled and said, "After today, it won't matter anymore."
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Something in his tone chilled me to the bone.
Connor said, “Are you really going to do it?”
Ethan sighed, as if he were tired of being questioned. “What other choice do I have? Her father already paid half the apartment deposit. And when the baby is born, she’ll be too busy asking questions.”
I felt a tightness in my chest. I couldn't breathe.
Connor lowered his voice, but not enough. "And Vanessa?"
There was a pause.
Then Ethan uttered the words that split my life in two.
“I never loved Claire. This baby doesn’t change anything. Vanessa is the one I want. I’m just doing what’s most convenient for me right now.”
My knees almost gave out.
I covered my mouth with my hand to stifle the noise, but tears were already streaming down my cheeks. My baby was moving violently inside me, and another sharp pain shot through my body. I leaned against the wall, dizzy, nauseous, humiliated inside a white dress that suddenly seemed like someone else's happy-ending costume.
The man I loved.
The father of my child.
The man who was waiting for me at the altar.
I wasn't nervous. I wasn't excited.
He was calculating.
And when the wedding music began to resonate from downstairs, I looked at myself in the mirror, dried my tears, and made the most dangerous decision of my life.
I still planned to walk down that corridor.
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